who am i
I'm not a doctor. I'm not a therapist. I'm not a guru or a motivational speaker.
I'm simply someone who spent many years at the bottom — drowning in depression, pain, rage, and self-destruction — and eventually found a way back up. Not because I was smarter or stronger than anyone else, but because I had no other choice.
Everything I wrote in these three books comes from real experience, hard lessons, and a lot of scars. I didn’t write them to become famous or to sell anything. I wrote them because I know what it feels like to be completely lost, and I don’t want other people to stay down there as long as I did.
This project exists for one reason: to help. To show people who are struggling that they are not alone. And to show the people who love them that there is a way to understand and support them without losing themselves in the process.
The books are completely free. There is no catch, no email list, no hidden price. Take them. Read them. Use them if they help you.
Besides the books, I’ve also been creating music inspired by the characters and stories from ABYSSUS. You can listen to those songs on my YouTube channel:
If these books or the music reaches you, and you feel genuinely moved to support this work so I can keep creating and translating more, you can do so through the store or a donation. But that is completely optional. Never feel pressured.
My only real goal is that this helps someone breathe a little easier.
You're not alone here.